I did actually get some sleep. Kiddo seems okay and is off to school. I'm checking in to the hospital in one hour. Everything is packed- poor hub having to drag my crap around! But I guess I'd rather drag crap around than have my back broken under general anesthesia!
Everything's in place the best we can have it. I did some meditation this morning to prepare, thinking about the people I would be dealing with and praying for good communications and a positive outcome and as much pain meds as to keep me comfortable! I wrote down my biggest fears in big letters- being left alone before I'm ready. Anxiety. Insufficient pain management, and waking up in that horrible panic and pain. I hope that will remind me and everyone else what I need.
Time to go get dressed and get out of here. Seeya later!! Positive thoughts!!
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